Friday, February 26, 2021

Realization

'Poem for the week' -- "Realization":

Three-quarter size. Full size would break the heart.

She, still bare-breasted from the auction block,

sits staring, perhaps realizing what

will happen to them next. There is no child,

though there must be a child who will be left

behind, or who was auctioned separately.

Her arms are limp, defeated, her thin hands

lie still in surrender.

He cowers at her side,

his head under her arm,

his body pressed to hers

like a boy hiding behind his mother.

He should protect his woman. He is strong,

his shoulder and arm muscled from hard work,

his hand, thickened by labor, on her thigh

as if to comfort, though he can’t protect.

His brow is furrowed, his eyes blank, unfocused.

What words are there to describe hopelessness?

A word that means both bull-whipped and spat on?

Is there a name for mute, depthless abyss?

A word that means Where the hell are you, God?

What would they ask God, if they could believe?

But how can they believe, while the blue sky

smiles innocently, pretends nothing is wrong.

They stood stripped up there, as they were described

like animals who couldn’t understand

how cheap a life can be made.

Their naked feet. Her collarbone. The vein

traveling his bicep. Gussie’s answer

to presidents on Mount Rushmore,

to monumental generals whose stars

and sabers say black pain

did not then and still does not matter.

-- Marilyn Nelson

This is so painful to read.  

Do we really have to?  Yes.  We can't just wish it didn't happen.

But, it was so long ago?  You don't think you can see how long such things last in the human spirit?  Look around—what do you think you are seeing?

Out of respect, not only for the possibility, for the need that still hangs around all of our necks, we must acknowledge this (via Black History month or otherwise).  What we won't acknowledge, cannot heal...ever.