I've noticed...that I need to have space for a while where I’m not responsible for something.
For me, orchestrating is an already well-developed muscle. It is time for some other muscles, not energized primarily by responsibility, to grow.
If it feels like I’m wandering (rather than being responsible), it could also be that I am growing. I need to just receive such space and to resist the urge to understand it (in order to use it).
I’m looking forward to some of this happening this week as my wife and I hike and bike in Montana and Idaho.
