It feels like I can't punch through a veil today. It seems like there is a veil between me and God...like a bubble or a force-field surrounding me. My prayers just seem to stop and vaporize.
Thinking about it, I realize that my mind keeps wandering. Wandering to all the things that keep filling my mind, things I'm working on. Things I need to get done. Things that aren't right.
I am reminded of a book I read last year during Lent about simplifying the soul. Given the above, I'm guessing my mind is too full. I need to simplify, to stop the 'so much going on' in my life so that I can simply pray.
...so the veil can vaporize and I can just 'be' with God again.
